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Wednesday, February 1, 2012, 1:57 AM
if you are reading this which is you will read my shit cos i fucking dont knowhow to privatise this damn blog of mine.
when i already know no one will read this shit.
so count yourself lucky piece of shit cos youre kinda reading invading my privacy.
but i fingers cross no one gonna read this.
im smoking and im blasting this too late to cry, the beat is giving me this mixed feeling of everything.
im a mess deep inside. and thats the main reason why im blogging again.
not that im lacking any friend to bullshit with but nahhh im just so confusing at times.
i dont understand myself really.
one moment im happy and the next i feel im at my lowest pit hole.
i have a beautiful complete family, a boyfriend who loves me with all his heart,
a bestfriend who constantly misses me and tons of countless good people who care.
but sometimes im just a fucking loner.
i feel the comfort of being alone.
and im an owl who suffers from damn insomnia.
i think im suffering from anorexia too. i feel im fat. trust me im that crazy and weird.
i feel insecure deep shit.
told ya im bullshitting.
theres a part of me that is still trapped in the past.
im scared of getting hurt.
im just confused deep inside. and i crap alot.
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